Life update|WHAT I HAVE BEEN UPTO SINCE MY LAST POST.
Hey, darlings! Ah, are you back? YES! ok, quit smiling because nobody ain’t laughing with you ok.
well, how may we help you? what is it? Aww please hear me out!
What for? Ok, will you forgive me if I tell you that am sorry for disappearing for almost two months?
Who even cares how long or when you want to come back? We don’t even have your time to forgive you.
Aww my darlings, am so sorry ok, please hear me out.
Fine, start talking. thanks for the opportunity. hmm, what have I been up to since my life post or blog? ALOT!!
First of all, how are you guys doing? will like to know what is new in your lives too,remember we are family and sometimes things happen, and time is needed to heal not that family members are abundoned.
A lot has been happening that I don’t know where and how to start from but let start from somewhere ok.
my first relationship after six years of being celibate started and ended in less than 3 months,WHO CAUSE AM?
so if you have been following my #kukstinderdatechronicles you already know, I met a guy on tinder, friended for 3 months, dating for 2 months, and broke up on the third month.
Hold on! Do you mean it ended in 3 months? Yes Ma! awesome, a second for a clap offering, please!
That wasn’t necessary but if you guys insist, why not. Thank you. To make this brief, we agreed to stay off sex for 3 months to get to know each other, few weeks after the agreement he started complaining. It seems you want to run the relationship on your terms. he said.
Bear in mind, men always want to be in charge. so every time a woman seems to have an opinion or suggestion,it irritates them.
Mind you, his opinions were also much taken into consideration but he refused to bring on board what he wants and likes but rather nag about my opinions by saying am too confident.
To cut everything short, he started ignoring my calls for a week, yes I knew it was over but I still wanted us to talk as adults but to no avail.
I WILL BE HAPPY IF YOU DONT CALL ME AGAIN!
He said, after a week of ignoring my calls and text.
If that will make you happy, why not then am ok with it, that ended the relationship. well, you can keep up with details on my youtube channel.
NEW JOB AND FEAR OF FAILURE.
Having a new job has always been my excuse to press the pulse button on a lot of things except taking care of myself( resting and sleeping with the slightest free time I get. that is how dedicated I can be when get something I love to do.
However, my new job comprises of working late sometimes, working on weekends, and traveling around.
So why not prioritize self-care over writing and creating content. Don’t get me wrong ok, sharing my life experience makes me feel like another mistake by a young woman like me is safe from depression and frustration wrong. but I also love to take care of myself and live one at a time.
The fear in this context has nothing to do with my life but the fear of not succeeding in what I have started doing, hence giving it my 1000% attention and focus to be acquainted with it before I go back to writing and creating content.
A lot has been happening since my last blog post that is more delicate and will probably bore you when I start telling you but as a wise man once said,
FEAR IS THE FALSE EVIDENCE OF APPEARING REAL.
some of us have been running away from dogs without teeth and it is time to face the toothless dogs and achieve our aim.
LOST MY DAD AND GAIN ALOT OF WEIGHT OUT OF STRESS.
Lost my dad on the 15th March 2021, which happen to be my first day at work, waaw!
Yes, I guess you are now understanding my absence.
Sudden and scary BUT I manage my grievances for days because I didn’t want my dad’s death to cause a lot of pity and sadness on a new worker. do you know what I mean?
I have not been able to shed tears even at my dad’s funeral to date which is weird, the pain with stress actually propels me to be stressed hence gaining weight from 92kg to 103.1kg.
I love to be real in creating my content, so doing what I preach has always been my priority. this weight gain actually scares me from sitting in front of my camera and I feel it’s time to talk about it, who knows someone might need this.
MUM FELT SICK AND WENT UNDER THE KNIFE.
So this was sad, annoying and before I continue with mums wahala, please if you are reading this, send a polite caution to your mother that her keeping delicate matters and thinking will cause a burden on kids will rather put her life in danger and increase the cost.
My mum was diagnosed with fibroid a year ago and kept it to herself for it to just blast like boom. so we had to rush her to the emergency theatre, let not talk about the money spent. but in all, she is alive and safe.
HAD AN ACCIDENT ON MY WAY TO VISIT MUM
So mum actually doesn’t want me sitting in a car for long-distance but my stubbornness always gets in the way, I guess the driver was sleeping and didn’t see the barrier blocks and run over it, hurt my hand, and some minor pains. We were rushed to the hospital for treatment.
Waaw so are u ok? see your face. am doing ok by grace.
Well, now you know that my absence wasn’t intentional, Let now face the verdict with a question ok?
This is what I have been going through since my last blog post. WHAT WILL YOU DO IF YOU HAD BEEN IN MY SHOES? WELL, MY SNEAKERS OR SLIPPERS. ANY WAY YOU FIT IN. LOL
Hope we are now buddies again right? Thank you for forgiving me and listening to all my tantrums.
REMEMBER! YOU HAVE 99% POWER OVER YOUR HAPPINESS NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR THEM THE LOVE CHRIST.
So until we meet again next time,it your girl KUKS!
PEACE!!!
