THE POISONOUS PAST THAT FULFIL MY PRESENT

HEY~KUKIES
Nobody forget how bad they hurt you but the saddest part is how you are drain in your present about your past. When past calls don’t answer because it has nothing good for you.

It’s sad to hear when the bible say love your enemies. It the weirdest thing encounter in my life.

Trust me I believe if you say I want to but I can’t, just seeing them makes me frantic, I can still recall it like an hour ago. There is no thoroughbred to describe that total weakness.I won’t and nobody should because it a total self-forgiving process abashing sometimes but going through transform your life forever.

Everybody has a different dimension in their past experience and that the beauty of life.

Until you pray for understanding and take time off to analyze the situation, you will never forgive him, her or yourself.

You can take advantage, cheat, dupe, and do your worse, still she/he/them won’t count your past deeds but still open up to you like nothing has happen, I chose to be angry and ask why are you doing what you doing?

Miss claudette always say that, the basics of how bad you are hurt is you the individual, yes you heard me, isn’t that crazy ?how can I make someone hurt me this bad, let consider relationship matters since it the common among youngsters encounters today, I mostly chance praise for bad behavior.

He’s dirty, that all men are, he will change

He doesn’t care, he’s had relationship challenge and he will pull through

He always lie his way to get what he want from you, he will change.

Relatable? Continue, add on your experience………

I understood my sister’s principle to lay the issues before me and followed her process to let go.

·      MAKE A DECISION TO LET GO

There is no solution without problems and vice versa, sometimes our problems looks not physical remember my dad disappointed me on the early age of my life, he was my first love but hatred grew in me and I ask how my own dad could do this to me, I wanted to forgive him so I decided to let go, My way of letting  go was  by praying for him,  one day in my dream God reveal something shocking to me and from that day, my heart started to heal.so I ask God to help me to let go.

·      OUTDOOR YOUR GOALS AND RESPONSIBILITY.

In letting  go of my disappointment I realize that, I  had a role and responsibility of understanding my dad on the situation at hand but I pictured it in a wrong way which made me crown myself in hatred. I  could have been patient  but I concluded the situation.

Stop being the victim and blaming others. See through that pain, enlighten your success with those poisonous past.

I played the victim and blame my dad severally that if he had paid that money for me to get admission to enter the nursing , my life would have been better by now, but trust me nothing happen for no reason, all things work together for good. Trust me, I feel accomplished now for what am doing now than that of the nursing carrier. Today I have something to inspire you my cherish reader.am a tv producer direction, and a blogger now. Its took me seven good years to stop blaming and playing the victim.it your turn to pursue that change and find yourself too.

FOCUS ON THE PRESENT, HERE, NOW AND ENJOY

I let go all the depressions and hatred after seven good years, focus on me and me alone, my life was here, now before my two eye to pick the pieces together and swipe the past like seeing unqualified guy on tinder, lol, took my future in focus and now enjoying.

§  FORGIVE THEM AND ENJOY

One funny thing about forgiving your past start from you, you, you, and yourself before the other party, after that dream about my dad, I totally forgave myself and that of my father. The gratitude is unending, To God be the glory. Today I can talk to him like I use to with fun and enjoyment. It never too late to forgive our past and enjoy forgiving.

Trust me, your past dilemma is also affecting people who love you, your tears, depression and stress is becoming contagious, So do yourself and everybody a great favor, let go

Do something different today and welcome something different back into your life.

it’s always refreshing and relaxing doing something new and fulfilling, take a day or weekend swimming, going out of your town, see different things that can help you think, see and do new things that you can  channel your energy on.

I practically left my hometown to the city just to find myself and let myself go all the past and trust me ,it worth the move. After four good God blessing years,  I discovered my real inner Passion that is fulfilling. I can say this past experience has really shape me in all tremendous ways.

Don’t pick up the calls of your past, for they have nothing new to give you.

Enjoy your  new let go self.

kuks